PSYCHIC ATTACK: Spirit Claiming To Be Osho

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Psychic Awakening, Post Traumatic Stress reactions, and the harrowing journey to unraveling the mystery of discernment: Insights from my journey - Metaphysical Awakening. The Universe and the difference between unstabilizing metaphysical trances and "contact".

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Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Spirit Claiming To Be Osho

February 28, 2010

I had made amends with Perry and was enjoying my time with him. I felt really blessed to be meeting my soulmate and feeling so much love. It was during my next day in class that the spirit I was calling Osho began to demand my attention. This spirit, having haunted me for so long had really worn me out and I found him at the time quite irritating and impatient. I was becoming weary of trying to reason emotionally with him as he seemed determined to remain mad at me for one thing or another, so at school I started to make fun him around my friends. He wanted me to look up his real name, which is Baghwan Rajneesh. I looked him up and then all of the scandalous stories of the cult of Osho came up from during the 80's. I was exhausted, so I just kept laughing about it all. I remember hearing him say things like "she has no compassion". It was a pretty rough afternoon for Baghwan. He ha been with me for three years and now that I was absolutely sure it was him haunting me and adding to my condition I was having a hard time forgiving him immediately. Not taking him seriously was making him more distraught. He, too, knew that I was talking to God and was aware of the literature I had been reading about the punishment that one who hurts a mystic might receive if they did not apologize sincerely and repent. That evening, after I got home the following conversation ensued, once again upon the request of God:

Ohso: I'm really really...F-you!
Me: (After my own apology to Osho) I've already apologized Osho. Now what do you really want?
Osho: Don't write about me in your damn book!
Me: My book, my suppositions, and I will write about you whatever I want. Get over it.
Osho: She doesn't F'ing care how I even feel about it...
Me: Osho, whatever you started has continued beyond you. I will only include the present material, if I even bother. I'm not even sure I will.
Osho: I don't want to talk. I just want to... No, I'm not F'ing done with her! I don't give a sh*t how smart she thinks she is! G-D*mn it! Don't write about me in anymore of your damn journals!
Me: I can't make promises I can't keep. I have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and journals are highly recommended for recovery. I might have more that emotionally. Anyway, that's my final say about it.
Osho: You're so F'ing...Don't help her write it! (to Perry) That's not F'ing funny damn it! Nobody F'ing respects me because they all know I started a cult.
Perry: Reads like a comic book doesn't it! (laughing)
Osho: That's it! I'm done! This was supposed to be my section, damn it!
Me: Bug off!
Osho: (puff) That F'ing does it! I'm not asking her for forgiveness!
Me: What a temper he's got!
Osho: That's right! Start the next page b*tch! G-damn it! She's writing F'ing everything! Please, Susan, I'm begging you, keep me out of your books!
Me: I can't make promises I can't keep! It's not my fault that you've attracted so much negative unwanted attention! Stop blaming me for the repercussions of your cult surviving you!
Osho: I hate when she's F'ing right!
Me: Try not to be so attached to your past life. You are experiencing attachement.
Osho: I think I know what you're saying. Let me think a minute. (some time passed and then) I don't want to be the bad guy in a G-damn comic book!
Me: Don't worry, I don't think your name suits a good comic book villain. (to Perry) I can't tell who he is Perry...
Osho: I'm the one on your F'ing neck b*tch!
Me: I'm not going to wait all night...
Osho: You wrote Perry 3 pages last night! You can F'ing wait!
Me: (eating cheetos)
Osho: Stop F'ing eating Cheeto's and take me F'ing seriously!
Me: That's why I don't want to talk to you - you're cussing me out!
Osho: I don't give a sh*t about your opinion on it. Let's see, how many pages did she give Perry...1 2 3 4 5...1 2 3 4 5...damn it. I don't want to be remembered as a ghost who came back to haunt you!
Me: What do you suppose I should do with my memory of it, then? Change it? Why don't I do that for you?
Osho: What?
Me: Pray to God for you, but I'm not changing my journals because I'm not dead yet.
Osho: Damn it. I was hoping to get you to do both. Stop writing everything I F'ing say to you. I don't think I want to F'ing talk to her. She's making me feel like sh*t. Susan, I'm F'ing sorry for haunting you since Atlanta, GA.
Me: I forgive you Osho and I appreciate and accept your apology.

At this point, I stopped writing in my journal because I wanted to show Baghwan the respect he had been asking for. He wanted me to understand a few things so I kindly let him begin showing me things and talking to me. It is important to remember that a sincere apology and sincere forgiveness are followed by feelings of Love. I was sending him love and he was sending me love. He asked me to use a pen and let him move my hand. He began writing: Be Happy! Please! Susan is Beautiful! The words were all written in a style that took me back to my very first hauntings in Georgia. He was showing me that it was him that first appeared in my life and when I first went to the hospital, there.

He wrote: Make more art. Ok, I love you! Yes, in the moment. Thank you. Thank God for his beautiful mystic. I believe he then asked me to get my paint out. We took a piece of scrap paper and he began talking to me as he applied gentle pressure to my hand. He said things like, "This is how we did it in Atlanta...you just let me dip your brush and everything I picked out you thought was beautiful." He began making circles..."We just made circles and you enjoyed it so much...."

I became overwhelmed with emotion. I realized that he was showing me that he indeed was the dragon entity I had named Kelly. He wanted me to know that when he first encountered me he was only trying to take away my deep depression. I'm sure I started crying at this point. Everytime I was able to make ammends with a spirit I became overwhelmed with love and joy and began to cry. We proceeded to move to another page and I let Baghwan proceed to make an adorable green caterpillar with a cute face on it. I kept crying. I was trying very hard to do justice to his work but it was very frustrating for us both...to be sharing my body for a moment, when he clearly had an image prepared. He was trying very hard to make me smile and stop crying and leave me with a joyful memory.

He wrote again: OK! Look happy and I will go! (to God) What's wrong!?
Me: I cry when I feel joy! Beauty and happiness! That's how I do it! This is deep...

We spoke for a few more minutes and the words matter little compared to the love and compassion we were now sharing with each other. I pasted the picture of the circles in my journal in honor of our new understanding. This really moved Baghwan and it was indeed what I wanted him to feel, my love and appreciation. He knew how much the journals ment to me, as I have kept them all my life.

I felt a tickle in my Qalb. God was checking in on us. Then, Baghwan said he was ready to go. He said about God "He has a nice face." Then he asked me if I would let Perry talk with him on his way to God, instead of taking a furry. I had been telling random spirits to ask furries for directions to God...because I really couldn't see anything. I sent him love and said that would be fine. I felt them going, and Perry told me he would not be gone long.

Today, I have told Baghwan in the universe that I am writing this conversation as part of our story in the name of love. I have told him that I love him and I have prayed that God take care of him.

SET UPS TO BE WARY OF

Here is a short list of few of the currently purported metaphysical methods which are not even remotely necessary in order to have your clairaudient, clairsentient, clairvoyant and kinesthetic sensitivities calibrated and cleared up more for your individual and unique level of awareness and biological comfort.

1. There is absolutely no need whatsoever for Reiki attunements or even Reiki healings. This is a group of people that have been confused about what spirits have been doing around them and may have not been able to meditate beyond it. Buddhist teachers will never recommend that you try these methods or magic items as they have it in their knowledge that it is a type of mischeviousness, but, that mischeviousness is just around us. It is not really the people and I know we totally need more encouragement and guidance for meditating beyond it now.

2. These things are available for you to use as early training tools to get in touch with your spirit family - tarot cards, angel cards, meditation games, etc. - but you do not ever have to feel obligated to by them or feel bad if you throw them away. You can totally meditate safely in a personal journal that you may or may not keep on a computer. You can keep these cards and other curious items as souvenirs on your wild and crazy journey once you have meditated beyond it as this will mean you have discerned that you do not truly need it after all. I totally used to have a deck of tarot cards when I was kid, so don't sweat it. I like the angel ones now because they are really positive and gentle. Here in America it is totally true that the Arch Angel Michael souls are coming around us when we ask them for various kinds of help. So feel free to investigate the angels in meditation. They have them in every culture.

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Learning how to channel facts and info with the UNIVERSE is absolutely the best way to heal from psychic attack in the western world. Your spirit guides will introduce them and they'll all explain it. Be prepared, as just like in our daily jobs when someone gets on our nerves one day and someone else gets on our nerves another day, psychic attackers (entities) will come and go. Since our physical bodies here on earth are unfortunately susceptible to this invasion, maybe it's just time we learned to accept and deal with it metaphysically as a culture and a species in a uniquely vulnerable bio-spheric experience.

Being awakened to your psychic capacity is a completely life changing event that benefits from wholehearted and healthy lifestyle changes. So, just take some leaps if the suggestions you are hearing seem hard to accept at first with all of the new and honest information you are learning. They work out positively for me every time, so there's really nothing to be afraid of. Just do your best.

Energy healers and shamans cannot make the problem go away as so many of us have believed and even tried to pray for. So, save your money and just meditate regularly. They need to move on, too, from outdated methods. You should never feel bad if you feel like the only place you can go to find peace is a conventional church or monastery as that is what those places are designed for. It's perfectly natural to seek peace when things are not going very well. Just remember that what you may be experiencing may not have happened to other people so they may not always understand what you are looking for there and may seem innocent. Just be polite to anyone there and talk to your guides a little privately. You can even say a little prayer if that would make you feel better. I have been comfortable with all types of monastery settings during my transition and I feel that there is great value in taking on a personal reverent practice, but we do not have to agree with all of the teachings because each generation becomes a little more aware as we evolve. Maybe one day they will know more of the truth, too, and we will be able to talk more freely about our spirit guides and metaphysical pain. Hopefully in the near future there will be more meditation groups and community centers popping up so that we can all get together and start sharing our unbelievable experiences, as well as meditating. For now, just do what you can and frequent any of the meditation groups in your areas that you feel comfortable with.

I am teaching these methods loosely because I understand how traumatic this can be firsthand. The medical field is totally discriminating against people that become clairaudient without honest, sincere investigation into the traumatic and permanent discomfort that results from a midlife awakening in our human biology. I have cultivated a general method that can be used to teach us how to begin discerning our spirit guides, the proud group of souls that we are totally related to working with Creator Soul Guide as the Universe in order to help our people through psychic transition . They can help you reach out to investigate the facts and the myths about many of the people we have always considered enlightened like the various Sufi mystics, Buddhas and Christian or Middle Eastern spiritual figures. In addition, you can reach out to our extraterrestrial cousins from the Pleiadian star system, etc., as there are actually a few other species out there and you may have been one of them in another lifetime. You can even ask them to help you reach out to your family and take messages to loved ones. This is an easy journaling process that yeilds positive results and cumulative knowledge that you will see for yourself if you just find the dedication within yourself to keep a few pages a week like a log. These revelations of truth and even truth bombs will blow your mind. You can totally use the internet to pull up historical documents and reference material to help you verify what you are getting in your meditations.