Wednesday, March 9, 2011
NOTE: Gaia is a being that is assigned by the Universe to protect and watch over the earth. This is the being I believe that came to my aid. There may have been others but I was not aware.
During the last week of February I had been working online with a friend of mine learning to meditate to hear the Universe. I will refer to him as Jake. We were asking questions about a female spirit that has been around him and attacking. I was able to discern a lot of good information about him and he was also able to discern and confirm what I was picking up. We had done an ALL CALL to begin our meditation and clear up the energy around us to have a good connection to enlightened minds around us to help us in this purpose.
That week I had also had an appointment (Feb. 26, 2011) with some friends about some artwork they needed to have created. The meeting went really well. We had a lovely chat about different metaphysical things we had each learned and I offered to share some information I had been given with them. After I left the business I felt that something, a spirit of some kind, had followed me away from them. It had a dense, sticky sort of sensation to it and it kept moving around my face and head. I did not see the being literally. I felt the being touching my face, head and various parts of my body. I had the sensation of weight being applied to my body to harm me, annoy me, distract me and such types of things.
When I got home I began to sketch out some of the basic plans to the artwork they had commissioned and I was continually distracted by this being. I did an ALL CALL and asked the Universe to help. I'm not sure how I worded it then, but I was told by my teacher to "ask them to remove anything that is not in your highest good". It is possible I did not exactly know this wording at that time but I share it here to help others know what to do in this case. This is not the first situation in which I have felt that beings or spirits have followed me home after meetings with friends or acquaintances.
While working on the drawing I kept hearing negative messages like "you better get the design just right...you need to do it this way" or negative feelings like I needed to remain true to my friend's vision and not deviate from it. It was also giving me headaches by projecting its energy, which was gathered around my head and seriously putting telekinetic pressure on that part of my body. The sensation was the same as what is referred to as a migraine, except that medication does not make the pain go away. It can also move around from time to time to different parts of the head in an instant or at length. It feels a lot like having someone hitting you in the head because the presence, the consciousness of the being is part of the psychology of the abuse that is taking place in this way. I turned my attention to the being and sent it some thoughts of my own. I told it that I did not need its help designing this piece. That we (my friend and I) had already agreed on a concept and that if I wanted to channel the image that he had seen during his vision experience which inspired it this piece, I could do so off of the Universe and I did not need headaches to encourage me to do this. I remained firm.
I noticed my friend Jake online and I sent him a quick chat message to do an ALL CALL around me. I asked him to ask the Universe if it had followed me home from the meeting earlier, just to make sure. He said that he "felt" that it was, and that it did not want them to succeed in their business for some reason. He went right into an ALL CALL and it began to lighten up around me. The being was still around but I could feel the denser energy lift away slightly from my body.
The following day I awoke in a fog. Being energy sensitive generally makes it harder for me to wake up in the morning and get going, but this particular day I felt like I was peeling out of quicksand-like gelatin. It takes a couple of hours to shake it off and raise my vibration. I still had a horrible, nauseating migraine and I was concerned that I would not get much work done on the commissioned art. I tried to sketch on the artwork. Jake and I chatted a little while just to help me through the attack by changing the subject and staying positive. I told him some of the stories of things I had experienced and rehashed some past events. Certain groups of deities come up when I refer to certain experiences. When I started researching this phenomenon and looking for a metaphysical teacher I asked anyone around me for suggestions and advice. It didn't always work out in the end. I actually had to ask the Universe in several of these situations to help guide me away from whatever methods were bringing in all the dense unhelpful energy and proliferating confusion around me. This included relinquishing the act of praying to certain deities that were referred to me by others in communication with spirits. Ultimately, I am glad I was guided out of a lot of these ungrounded methods. What I am learning now has gradual and repeated results and threads of truth woven deeply into it.
Late that night I asked Jake to do another ALL CALL around me. He did so. It was really getting too late for us to stay up and ask questions, it was around 3:00 in the morning. About that time I heard something tell me that they "will take it away". I felt a bit of relief upon hearing it. What this means is that the Universe is looking into the situation and may be coordinating a time to remove the being and a place to remove it to, among other things. Sometimes beings of this kind are left around for a little while longer after an ALL CALL to learn something from the person they are attacking. Sometimes it is just to keep them occupied until departure is coordinated. There are many reasons and I really don't know them all, but when I hear this and feel truth behind it I know what it means, and something is always removed a day or two later. Feeling kind of stressed still and slightly wobbly, as in slightly unsure if I had heard a benevolent being, I emailed my teacher about this for further verification and comfort.
She emailed me back on the same day and was thrilled that Jake (also a student of hers) and I had handled the situation so well, by helping and supporting each other and asking the Universe for help. Later that day she sent me another email explaining what she had discerned from the Universe in regard to what was going on around me. She felt that I had been learning two lessons. One was how headaches can be subjected to us by beings, spirits. Two, that also someone (spirit or being) was being jealous over me and what Jake and I were learning and doing together; helping each other as well as others. She felt "they" (Universe) saw this being come after me, but used me to set it up (and maybe those around it consorting with it) for discipline because they should know better. The emotions she felt from the Universe were like "when will they ever learn...here we go again". She did confirm that she felt it was to be removed. She also said that "stepping on the toes of others that don't want others to know the truth about them [I felt she meant the spirits around my friends that followed me home to attack me] can cause a reaction to your actions [my sharing of information] but I feel it will be handled." This made sense because if this being were around them acting as a spirit guide influence, they would be in a position to loose their influence if these people became able to learn how to verify what they channel and discern as truthful. They could have likely been deceiving my friends by keeping them from certain information on how to channel the truth and verify what they hear, feel and intuit. Now, she said that the important thing was for me to own it, my truth, and to keep walking away from the other being and situation as much as possible but to also do whatever I could to heal from it.
I thanked her emphatically in my return email and told her that I was doing my best to not allow it to influence my thoughts. I knew they were not mine and that the headaches were not biological in origin but projected by this being. I told her I kept telling it that I knew it was not helping me and that I also knew this was an attack. Throughout the rest of the day I continued to experience the horrible migraine pain. I felt the being was trying to keep me up all night. I described it in another email to her as an overwhelming PMS like migraine that was making me feel like all I could do was go to bed and sleep it off. You just roll over, put the pillow over your head and leave the lights out.
I was so exasperated with the pain I decided to do my grounding meditation and get ready for bed. I surrounded myself with white light, then sent white light up to the Universe and connected with them (this is all done by visualizing). Next, I sent white light to the Mother Earth (usually I try to make the light reach the magma core). Feeling connected, I told them both - the Universe and Mother Earth (inferring as well the spirit Gaia, protector of the Earth) - that I was in pain and needed help. I was kneeling beside my bed facing my night stand. Suddenly, with my mind's awareness or mind's eye, I saw and vaguely felt a white light come from deep within the earth and move right through me proceeding to go up and out to the Universe. I heard and felt something say "this one is really in pain, she" needs help. I felt that it was the Earth and/or Gaia. I was dumbfounded with awe and gratefulness. It was one of those amazing moments where you feel and understand something like a miracle has occurred and you were part of it. Suddenly everything around me was guiding me to go to bed and rest.
That night I slept fine and in the morning there was not nearly as much pain as in the preceding two days. I was still aware of the angry being around me but I was not as severely under attack. I felt that it was being watched more closely, essentially.
My teacher had sent me an email suggesting that I ask another one of her students for a natural remedy. I am also friends with this student and so I emailed her a short explanation of my pain and where it was coming from. She understood right away that it was telekinetic pressure from another being. She suggested a remedy of magnesium chloride and some kind of iodine just to manage the physical hurt being done. I will update this when she emails me the remedy again. I shared with her how I did my grounding meditation the night before, what I saw and heard, and how this morning I no longer had nearly as much headache pain.
It wasn't long after that the being ceased to be around me at all.
PLEASE NOTE: I have since this experienced heard from Gaia and the Universe that it is not necessary to send a cord of light or any other kind to the earth. The cords are just as harmful to her as the astral people using anchors and tethers on our own bodies. She will gladly assist anyone who simply imagines her core and says thank you to her sincerely. Tell her what is bothering you and see what she says. I am no longer grounding this way. I trust her completely.
When I got home I began to sketch out some of the basic plans to the artwork they had commissioned and I was continually distracted by this being. I did an ALL CALL and asked the Universe to help. I'm not sure how I worded it then, but I was told by my teacher to "ask them to remove anything that is not in your highest good". It is possible I did not exactly know this wording at that time but I share it here to help others know what to do in this case. This is not the first situation in which I have felt that beings or spirits have followed me home after meetings with friends or acquaintances.
While working on the drawing I kept hearing negative messages like "you better get the design just right...you need to do it this way" or negative feelings like I needed to remain true to my friend's vision and not deviate from it. It was also giving me headaches by projecting its energy, which was gathered around my head and seriously putting telekinetic pressure on that part of my body. The sensation was the same as what is referred to as a migraine, except that medication does not make the pain go away. It can also move around from time to time to different parts of the head in an instant or at length. It feels a lot like having someone hitting you in the head because the presence, the consciousness of the being is part of the psychology of the abuse that is taking place in this way. I turned my attention to the being and sent it some thoughts of my own. I told it that I did not need its help designing this piece. That we (my friend and I) had already agreed on a concept and that if I wanted to channel the image that he had seen during his vision experience which inspired it this piece, I could do so off of the Universe and I did not need headaches to encourage me to do this. I remained firm.
I noticed my friend Jake online and I sent him a quick chat message to do an ALL CALL around me. I asked him to ask the Universe if it had followed me home from the meeting earlier, just to make sure. He said that he "felt" that it was, and that it did not want them to succeed in their business for some reason. He went right into an ALL CALL and it began to lighten up around me. The being was still around but I could feel the denser energy lift away slightly from my body.
The following day I awoke in a fog. Being energy sensitive generally makes it harder for me to wake up in the morning and get going, but this particular day I felt like I was peeling out of quicksand-like gelatin. It takes a couple of hours to shake it off and raise my vibration. I still had a horrible, nauseating migraine and I was concerned that I would not get much work done on the commissioned art. I tried to sketch on the artwork. Jake and I chatted a little while just to help me through the attack by changing the subject and staying positive. I told him some of the stories of things I had experienced and rehashed some past events. Certain groups of deities come up when I refer to certain experiences. When I started researching this phenomenon and looking for a metaphysical teacher I asked anyone around me for suggestions and advice. It didn't always work out in the end. I actually had to ask the Universe in several of these situations to help guide me away from whatever methods were bringing in all the dense unhelpful energy and proliferating confusion around me. This included relinquishing the act of praying to certain deities that were referred to me by others in communication with spirits. Ultimately, I am glad I was guided out of a lot of these ungrounded methods. What I am learning now has gradual and repeated results and threads of truth woven deeply into it.
Late that night I asked Jake to do another ALL CALL around me. He did so. It was really getting too late for us to stay up and ask questions, it was around 3:00 in the morning. About that time I heard something tell me that they "will take it away". I felt a bit of relief upon hearing it. What this means is that the Universe is looking into the situation and may be coordinating a time to remove the being and a place to remove it to, among other things. Sometimes beings of this kind are left around for a little while longer after an ALL CALL to learn something from the person they are attacking. Sometimes it is just to keep them occupied until departure is coordinated. There are many reasons and I really don't know them all, but when I hear this and feel truth behind it I know what it means, and something is always removed a day or two later. Feeling kind of stressed still and slightly wobbly, as in slightly unsure if I had heard a benevolent being, I emailed my teacher about this for further verification and comfort.
She emailed me back on the same day and was thrilled that Jake (also a student of hers) and I had handled the situation so well, by helping and supporting each other and asking the Universe for help. Later that day she sent me another email explaining what she had discerned from the Universe in regard to what was going on around me. She felt that I had been learning two lessons. One was how headaches can be subjected to us by beings, spirits. Two, that also someone (spirit or being) was being jealous over me and what Jake and I were learning and doing together; helping each other as well as others. She felt "they" (Universe) saw this being come after me, but used me to set it up (and maybe those around it consorting with it) for discipline because they should know better. The emotions she felt from the Universe were like "when will they ever learn...here we go again". She did confirm that she felt it was to be removed. She also said that "stepping on the toes of others that don't want others to know the truth about them [I felt she meant the spirits around my friends that followed me home to attack me] can cause a reaction to your actions [my sharing of information] but I feel it will be handled." This made sense because if this being were around them acting as a spirit guide influence, they would be in a position to loose their influence if these people became able to learn how to verify what they channel and discern as truthful. They could have likely been deceiving my friends by keeping them from certain information on how to channel the truth and verify what they hear, feel and intuit. Now, she said that the important thing was for me to own it, my truth, and to keep walking away from the other being and situation as much as possible but to also do whatever I could to heal from it.
I thanked her emphatically in my return email and told her that I was doing my best to not allow it to influence my thoughts. I knew they were not mine and that the headaches were not biological in origin but projected by this being. I told her I kept telling it that I knew it was not helping me and that I also knew this was an attack. Throughout the rest of the day I continued to experience the horrible migraine pain. I felt the being was trying to keep me up all night. I described it in another email to her as an overwhelming PMS like migraine that was making me feel like all I could do was go to bed and sleep it off. You just roll over, put the pillow over your head and leave the lights out.
I was so exasperated with the pain I decided to do my grounding meditation and get ready for bed. I surrounded myself with white light, then sent white light up to the Universe and connected with them (this is all done by visualizing). Next, I sent white light to the Mother Earth (usually I try to make the light reach the magma core). Feeling connected, I told them both - the Universe and Mother Earth (inferring as well the spirit Gaia, protector of the Earth) - that I was in pain and needed help. I was kneeling beside my bed facing my night stand. Suddenly, with my mind's awareness or mind's eye, I saw and vaguely felt a white light come from deep within the earth and move right through me proceeding to go up and out to the Universe. I heard and felt something say "this one is really in pain, she" needs help. I felt that it was the Earth and/or Gaia. I was dumbfounded with awe and gratefulness. It was one of those amazing moments where you feel and understand something like a miracle has occurred and you were part of it. Suddenly everything around me was guiding me to go to bed and rest.
That night I slept fine and in the morning there was not nearly as much pain as in the preceding two days. I was still aware of the angry being around me but I was not as severely under attack. I felt that it was being watched more closely, essentially.
My teacher had sent me an email suggesting that I ask another one of her students for a natural remedy. I am also friends with this student and so I emailed her a short explanation of my pain and where it was coming from. She understood right away that it was telekinetic pressure from another being. She suggested a remedy of magnesium chloride and some kind of iodine just to manage the physical hurt being done. I will update this when she emails me the remedy again. I shared with her how I did my grounding meditation the night before, what I saw and heard, and how this morning I no longer had nearly as much headache pain.
It wasn't long after that the being ceased to be around me at all.
PLEASE NOTE: I have since this experienced heard from Gaia and the Universe that it is not necessary to send a cord of light or any other kind to the earth. The cords are just as harmful to her as the astral people using anchors and tethers on our own bodies. She will gladly assist anyone who simply imagines her core and says thank you to her sincerely. Tell her what is bothering you and see what she says. I am no longer grounding this way. I trust her completely.
